It’s easy to forget the pinprick of broken glass
and how smoothly it cuts open your fingertips.
It’s easy to forget your shortness of breath
and how your attention is pulled like elk
in the mouths of lean, slender wolves.
But there is a certain violence of memory
as it crashes through your bedroom door —
echoing your name —
when you work up the nerve to look
it straight in the eye to see it
looking back,
unflinching,
breathing deep.
And you see yourself
in the reflection of its eye.
No.
Not
yourself.
Time
begins
to stretch
and tear like
that elk,
as you’re propelled backwards
into what you know —
into what you can never know.
You accelerate in reverse,
colliding into yourself (but not yourself)
over and over, each…
